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| 10:55pm 02/11/2007 |
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mood:  high
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i'm so glad this week is over ive had way too much work. gotta go to UNC for band at 630am. ugh.
6am dance parties, bigger beds, lots o alcohol, birthday parties, and written apologies in the morning are all the pieces of an enjoyable night at the towers.
( last weekend ) |
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| tower party take 2 |
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| 02:12am 10/10/2007 |
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mood:  antsy
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yet another round of pics form a crazy weekend at UMD.
( in a cut )
im tired of college i need a break from the endless round of homework. or maybe i just need to get out of college park for a while. so fortunately im going home this weekend. i dont like being in one spot for long amounts of time. it makes me feel confined and bored. i want to travel. |
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| 11:12am 01/10/2007 |
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i forgot the fucking last problem. i cant fucking believe that. now the highest i can get is a 74. and i know i didnt get all the rest right. its shit that you can mess up your entire grade in a class with one mistake on one test in one hour. someone was on crack when they came up with that system. |
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| yay funny pictures! |
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| 05:55pm 29/09/2007 |
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mood:  sleepy
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i really needed last night. ive had no time to just chill out, do nothing, or just mess around. and i got to do all 3 yesterday. i played so much flip cup haha. and we emptied an entire handle of captain. i ended up being the first to pass out on this couch. they all stacked pillows on top of me. apparently the cops came while i was passed out. they told us to quiet down. then they said that i should especially stop making so much noise. so now a cop made fun of me while i was passed out. thats one life goal complete. now my stomach feels like it has many galloping gazelles prancing around inside of it.
( Heres some pictures ) |
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| 10:05am 25/09/2007 |
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mood:  meh
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i ahve not posted in a while. and i dont have much time now so it will be a short enrty. monday sucked because all my teachers decided to be assholes all on the same day for some reason. ite weird casue i like most of my teachers they were just annoying yesterday for some reason. i went bowling after band though which made everything better. my life needs meaning. i dont feel like im doing anything worthwhile. if the highest point in my day is listening to the Beach Boys in History of Rock somethings wrong. i mean im pretty sure if i had just stayed in bed yesterday it would have made no difference at all. it sucks.
( these sexy snapshots :P make me much happier: ) |
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| chocolate rain |
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| 11:03am 03/09/2007 |
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mood:  meh
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now for a real entry. since im sober now. i have a little bit of hw to do so thats first on my agenda. i like this 3 day weekend thing. it should be like this every week. i mean who needs monday anyway? my sister has mono. so i didnt go home at all this weekend. i might come home next weekend though. i cant catch mono i have too much to do. it really sucks that she got it on her birthday though. my cold is gone. i dont even know why im posting i really have nothing to say about my life. nothings really going on. everythings just normal. i need some excitement. and partying doesnt count. it doesnt last. |
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| 02:18am 03/09/2007 |
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i just pulled my firszt triple header. sooooooooooooo done. |
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| silly colds |
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| 12:17am 30/08/2007 |
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mood: silly
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who gets a cold in summer? i do! yaaaaaaaaaaay! classes were alright except for the fact that i felt like shit. history of rock is gonna be so much fun. so is my programming class. the teacher is so awesome. i was laughing through the entire class. it was cool. im gonna try harder this semester. ill see how long that lasts. but im completely serious. it feels like ive been away from home for a month now. its still weird. but this friday is the semester kickoff partay. starting in a room down the hall for some pregame action then making our way slowly to another party then on to frat row. it should be an awesome night. hopefully i find some ladies? i hope i feel better by then. i want that night to be amazing. im tired of band. i finally get a brak tomorrow and i get to sleep in for the first time in forever. im right on the edge of happiness. im just missing that one thing. i am silly. i feel so weird right now. sillys the only way to describe it. its complicatedly confusing. and annoying. i feel like a part of myself is locked away. its weird cause i know which part it is. it just eats at me every day. this is one of those times when im glad i use livejournal. its nice to have somewhere to write this down. |
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| music make you lose control |
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| 07:33am 24/08/2007 |
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mood:  cheerful
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oh man last night was so much fun. that was seriously the best hump day dance ever. everyone in the sax section and the band in general is so crazy. i got humped by random girls. and when walk it out came on people made this huge circle and people went out into it and danced. i did the best walk it out ive ever done it was pretty impressive. ok so i guess i dance better when im drunk? but to cap off the night i ended up in a room full of freshmen for some reason. but it was cool. the sax section seriously brought the party to the dance. everyone was just standing around when we got there but we got them dancing in no time.
now time for 8am basics! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
later that day:
i just watched the saddest movie ever. it's called Running With Scissors. someone said it was a comedy and i decided to watch it, but it wasnt. i mean it had some funny parts but for the most part it was some really dark humor that sometimes was so disturbing that it just wasnt funny. i mean it was an alright movie just not what i was looking for at the time. i would recommend it to others but i dont know if i would consider it an enjoyable movie.
my bathroom looks like something out of Saw. the light keeps flickering eerily and never completely turns on. tomorrow nights another sax party! |
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| this is the place where all the junkies go |
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| 09:38pm 22/08/2007 |
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mood: exhausted
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ive been noticing something lately. a lot of people come to me with various problems and ask my opinion. like my AIM looks like an episode of Dr. Phil some days. but i just realized i have no idea why. i mean my life isnt exactly in order. i cant even put together a relationship for myself much less give advice to people for theirs. i dont know why people value my opinion when my own affairs arent really in order. i mean i dont mind helping people at all, i like to help in ay way that i can. i just dont understand it i guess.
but anyways im at band camp. i kind of like being in college park but i miss frederick so much. mostly just chillin with my friends. i miss them already and it hasnt even been a week. this summer has been truly amazing i mean i did so much that i havent done before. and i had a blast doing it. im kinda sad that its over i mean i dont know where im gonna go next summer cause i want to get an internship and that could possibly be out of state. :( thats not something i really want to think about right now though. i want to go to austrailia.
i could have lied is such a good song. its one of my favorites. its a really sad song but i can relate to it. |
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| 10:34pm 10/08/2007 |
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mood: meh
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went to the library today and found the golden compass / the subtle knife. i cannot believe that next week is my last week home. this summer seems like it was forever but i dont want it to end. even though im kinda ready to go back too school. i know it makes no sense. i just want all my freedom back. i had pizza hut for dinner and its attacking the inside of my stomach like a herd of thindering wildabeasts. i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed chocolate. |
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| 09:11am 04/08/2007 |
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mood:  drained
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party night before + sister taking a long time in the bathroom = gonna be late for work. my stomach feels like its doing the tango with one of my lungs. ill post those rage pics eventually. hopefully tonight. |
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| i cnat even describe how i feel right now |
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| 10:31pm 01/08/2007 |
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mood: distressed
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never ever ever in my life have i wanted a smoke this badly. i want to do something, get really high and forget life for a while. but i have no one to do it with and i have nothing to do.i dont know why i feel like this. its not like anything too bad has happened. im just stressed out for no reason. its fun..........
ill post new york stuff tomorrow i guess. maybe. |
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| let me get you high |
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| 01:10am 26/07/2007 |
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mood: high
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im so freakin ouut right now. i decided to watch harry potter and im wearing headphones. i couldnt see the movie window on my computer so it sounded like the music was coming from my house. so i started panicking and freakin out. then i realized it was the headphones. fuckin marjuana messin with my mind. high drivin is fun. |
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| arrrrgggghhhh......im alive again |
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| 11:56pm 21/07/2007 |
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mood: weird
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back from florida. had a great time, the week seemed to go really fast. i'm kinda going through like friend withdrawal or something. my family's alright, but this is the first week ive gone without seeing anyone besides them in about 2 years. so i feel kinda isolated. its a feeling like i just lived in a hole for a while. i definitely am running over my text message limit this month. but i saw some cool things and such. ill post pictures later when i become unlazy. one sad note is that i forgot my cell phone in florida in the house that we stayed in so now i have to rely on myspace and facebook and the house phone to talk to people. the house phone doesnt really help because of course i dont remember anyones numbers becuase i have them in my cell. it made me think how it was kind of sad that many people dont know even their closest friend's numbers anymore. shows how much we rely on computers to remember things for us. anyways i should have it back in the mail by tuesday. this doesnt really help my feeling of isolation though because it kind of makes it more difficult to contact people. guess i could just show up at their houses though.... i kinda want to hang out with people now but its midnight so i guess that wont happen.
i have harry potter book 7. so far i like it. its weird how much it basically undoes all opinions that the reader previously held about many of the characters. it places everyone in a different light. and i actually feel a connection to the characters which is awesome i guess. i find myslef getting angry when characters keep getting killed off. im so ready for the second half of the book cause im halfway through but i know it will suck when i finish it. im sure the end will be amazing, but it will suck that there will be no more new harry potter books to read. after immersing myslef for around a month in harry potter it will be weird merging back into normal society haha.
ive been having some really odd and persistent feelings lately that i know its unhealthy to dwell too long upon but i cant seem to help thinking about it constantly. maybe its just a result of being seperated from everyone and it will go away. i hope. |
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